
You tell me you are selfish.
For WHAT?
missing a love you now feel might have been a mirage?
selfish... For whattttt?
Falling for someone ambitious and apparently unsure and un-centered?
please do not accept any regret.
I regret nothing and might be shameful for certain things, moments, seconds, nights.. that all can be redeemed and forgotten.. but never regretful.
Everything happens for a reasons, and perhaps because i am so far away makes US see how important we are to one another.
OR perhaps this distance shows how much we should all step and try and touch our own boundaries.
personally, and not poetically, I have found that here compared to home is a compromise.
Comprise: there are a hundred things I miss about home and a hundred things I have accomplished here or could accomplish.
I am just a sponge, wanting to know everything before I hit Europe.
I am here, not alone, but with the one I love... hoping that we make the best of our lives together...
awaiting of our latest guest has been a positive plague on my mind and i think once he is here and i have moved, I will have plenty of time actually update.. to actually articulate thoughts... plus days.. plus respond to your life as well..
as much as i look forward to that i must go, I love you and cannot wait to get back together and frequent here.